it a new week again
Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 10:06 PM

well i saw her
she came back..
i was so so freaked out
i mean its like
its been so long
and the last time was ya so long ago
it wont happen
or matter
its like well though its so long
i still miss the stuff
about her totally
its like i mean
well memories
ppl just keep them
and well its more about how u like get over
and start it all afresh
and be strong..
i am still in the learning growing up
i am still trying to make things smooth
and work it out
i am still like a child
i dont noe
i seriously at times need to make up my mind
and consider what i exactly want
i mean i need to noe waht i want
i mean i am like losing everyting
and i mean it
i dont wanan move another chess pieece
and its like anohter wrong move
i dont wanan regret all the actions
i just want a good well turning point
o dear lord
pls kindly show me
the directions
and advise needed
i really dont wanan make another wrong move
and screw it all up again..
its been like ya


life still goes on
just looking forward to work
exercise
family
and maybe anna lim..
she wont be like the others
hopefully


lunch in...
its hot
fuck....


i wish i could just have it all easy
like ya
home
sweet
family
and well friends
the best GF
and work
and well studies
and well err.... stuff
to enjoy
loe



life wont be the same...