mondae
Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 5:12 AM

it a new week
a new beginning
but its not always the same
its not always like this
how i do like fucking explain
well...
ppl say
start a good week
well
but in reality
its does not fucking happen
parents quarrel again
its happening again
shits always happen
i just want my father to stop
playing with girls outside
and to work
and be home
he only knows how to smoke
drink
work
and always so fussy
fuck man
pls la
not only you are working
mother does alot at home
if you see
you know
dont always scold
talk loud
shout loud
we my mother sister and myself
aint fucking scare ok
we can go stay with others
and see how you survive alone
with who to help you cook
wash clothes
seriously
just be nice
every body work
am tired
but does not mean can any how push people
i have had enough
i will really punch you one day
if you hurt my mother
fucker
dadddy
grow up
we all work
wall all tired
pls dont be a ass
and pls support this family well
dont always think u are correct
loud i not scare ok

fuck off la
soon sister
mother and me will survive
and shift out
see how you stay alone
loser


now all i wanan do is sleep
work
study
exercise

and dear god
look after my mother
sister
and grandmother
pls
dont make them suffer
and my friends and relatives too
pls



o i fucking miss gladys
i am going start to save
pay no increase
all other stuff increase
i now realised
its hard
to work
and work
save little
and well my parents suffer like me last time
i shall work
and save
dont spend too much
and save

and thanks god
for letting me know people
who are so nice to me
and wont ask for stuff in return
like Nor..
and other the finance ppl in QBE
and wei wei
and jun jie
and others
well...
i met both type
people who make use of you
for cash
and people who help you
and ask for nothing in return
thanks
for the true people
the two faces
pls just face the world
and be nice


sleep time
i had some wet nice dreams
yawn