2010
Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 8:27 AM

well its been a year to forget..
like 2009
what happen in my life?
well basically its all simple
yet o well not so nice or interesting...

Jan..
i am still working
and the place is closing down in march
due to new expansion
and the cafe is moving shifting up to the top level...
but in a smaller area..
and the large popular area at the open area would be taken over by others...
like ya i am in the CD..
and working part time
and well i have to change job or just move to another outlet....
still in CD
and still spending and not saving alot....



Feb....
nothing special
still working
in CD
and well short month
and i fucking still miss gladys
wahts wrong with me....
and alone on V dae...
just alone
emo shits



March....
the last few moments at work
its been like 2 yrs since i been working at the cafe..
mixed closed open mixed feelings
i dont know if i am like happy or sad
excited or like gloom...
sometimes changes matter
for the better
and it could lead to better or to the worst...
o well...
everyone either quitting
or moving transfer to other outlets
the laughter
fun we had..
could be memories
and gone for now...
but it live in our hearts..



April...
happy birthdae zen...
and one yr older
more mature
and should be more good in thinking
and decision making
stop working
still in CD
ording soon in july...
finding replacement
and well still fucking miss
and thnink alot of gladys



May...
happy..
ording soon
well
just slacking around
with friends
no more working
and just looking around for new hobbies
but just soccer
movies
and stoning
lazing
and doing nothing much at home....


June....
one whole month of break
with leave clearing
and well off
and well just in camp for first 2 weeks..
and then its like slack
finding it weird
not be in camp
not up early
and trying to pass time
and finding a full time new job
which is account assistant
well and just exercising more
and eating lesser
and sleeping later
but its fucking tough to find a job cuase of the fucking recession

July.....
ORD
and finally
got back my IC...
haha shoik
treated the rest to food
the usual suspects
in the camp
X)
well happy
to ord
sad to leave them
but life is like that
new friends
old friends
new work
old work
new environment
old environment
well its more and all about adaption
and well the willing to change
and suit others


AUg...
job found
on 6 months contract..
at a insurance company..
and the best thing is ppl there are nice
and its a nice new brand new office area
at the anson area
well fucking cool
only thing is ....
all girls in the dept..
i am the only guy
and the youngest
so well no boys
but being pampered
but ppl are all so old and scary
only talk to one lady....


Sept...
work ok
normal
slowly learning
and doing all the shit work
stuff
they told me
when u start from the bottom
u do all the easy shit lame dumb jobs
first
then slowly open up
and learn more and more
but casue i am only on contract
thus cant teach me much
but well
its all accounts
tax
and no audit..
stilll missing gladys
and not really in touch with friends
cuase of work
getting over the camp life
and really starting entering a new chapter of life....


Oct...
o... working normal
still missing gladys
and well only talk to hang out with the usual suspects
and soccer stuff
plus drinks and movies
work super same..
haha
but getting used to work
like work
home
sleep
work
home sleep
and the routine flows
follow
like its a habit now
and in the adult working class world...
been eating alot of healthier...



Nov....
normal
usual
and nothing special
still missing gladys



DEc..
presents exchange...
christmas
countdown
and well welcome the new year
was with friends
shi sha
arab street
and club
at clarke quay
with friends..
well count down
with the fire works
and just dance
club
to let all expression
stress out
let loose
and well thought of nothing
just dance
drrinks
and forget all worries
problems


2010...
lord
o god
pls forgive my 2009 sins...
this 2010 year
tiger
i work hard
in school
work
and well happy relationships with friends
family
and relatives
i see my granny
grandmother more
life short
i wont want regret...
and well
more exercise
fruits
milk
water
vegas
and well more healthier...
and well be seriious
good
mature
and not childish
and lame

dress well better
with shirts
and jeans
and well nice hair style
and well more nice shoes
shorts
and more booyys outing
and drinks
and to not love or fall in love
unless its the fucking one
and to noe girls
who dont go for looks
$$$
and just $$$$
to noe girls with good cute looks
and work hard
and not fucking racist
and well christian..
and can club
and hang out..
for drinks
movies
and fun...

well 2010
i do more better stuff
start well
and end well
no more resolutions
unless i can do it...
no promises
as it could be broken

well..
study
work
and keep to noe more girls
but not GF...
and earn more money
and keep the $$$ for myself
not to spend on girls

and to noe $$$ is the root of evil
friends true friends can be seen
as what JJ
says..

happy new year..
and well the song touch by an angel
written by ken lim
is nice..

go see hear...
off to bed..
i saw grandmother
in hospital
dear lord
god
thanks for all the help
i do believe alot in you..
for healing
my grandmother
and overcome all her problems
illiness
and hardships
thanks


peace be in all the ppl heart...