bored.. bored shits
Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 6:38 AM
the past four days..boring shit
only met fiona once
thats on thursday..
she said she had alot of plans already
like out with friends
and gab..
haha o well
i only went ky house on sat...
to watch soccer
and i mass text bomb fiona sms
she and i like always quarrel
haha
its that bad?
the more mean fierce she is towards me
the more like nasty
and not nice
i still kind of adore her
for her bad points
and her good points
i mean you like people for both
not only for one..
correct?
well..
i dont noe man..
i am totally into her now
with the actions abit of like creepy
and weird
i just wanan hear her voice
and meet her
i am easier
jealous of the other boys with her
and i hate them
am i like in love?
or am i just playing around
o man
i dont noe
but i really like fiona
as a friend
and i hope to noe more about her
like pool
k box
movies
dinner
jig saw
picnic
beach
running
cycling
and well just have fun...
i dont noe
only 6 months later
time will heal
and tell
and maybe i understand her better
like opposite do attract
right?
i just wnanna see her be happy
and just fold the damn god hearts
call her later..
and she is out with her suitor gab...still
like 1am..
sigh
fucking miss her
in a fuck up weird way
ciao