burn off the crap
Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 6:39 AM
craps..burn it all off..
all the craps and fats...
the unwanted stuff..
the so called useless stuff...
i am tired..
so tired..
i dont know why...
its like just feeling tired of the life..
and the job...
am i like so suited to my job?
my work?
i am like kind of not sure
not sure what exactly i want..
its like everyone wants to have money
marry a rich man or woman..
and well be at home
slacking
enjoying life..
just getting free good money
cash..
and just doing nothing
these are all dreams
like dreams
wet dreams
all untrue...
i am not asking for that..
i just wanna have a light
a clear light from god..
to lead me the way..
the job or the course
or the thing that i really wanna learn
wanan do..
is it truly..
well.. accounts..
tax
audit
finace..
i am not soo sure now...
well..
i am happy
happy that i am saving up cash
for my studies
its like every month
i only use cash on sat..
sunday i am home..
and well its only sat..
that i club
or go to my friend house to watch soccer..
and the cash i spend
its not that much
not that alot
thus i am happy
to be able to like give me cash to mother
and pay for my own stuff
own phone bills
and well.. just becoming a adult....
its like i am so gonna save up for my ACCA...
its the only way the route for me..
haha...
people always wish for more
wish for more
the more the better
or the 5 Cs...
for me i wish for happiness in the family
no more quarrels..
pls...
and stable jobs
and well a GOOD GF...
pls...
baby you my own thing..
i just want you forever..
if ever was forever...
you can make me beg for you..
casue you truly the best...
well hope my family will be ok
and no more quarrels
or any bad shit..
stuff..
pls...
its over the weekend..
well time to move on
after the recovery...
well..
if only time could be turn back
on be like standing still..
if only...
ciao
nights