tired..
Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 3:46 AM

i feel so fucking tired..
i am not to sure why..
i am like so fucking tired..
am i getting older..
and like going to be dead soon?
i hope not
i am praying for my family
relatives
and friends
to over come all sort of illiness
and bad memories..
its like.. i have witness
so many families got torn apart
and well its like people always
get married
and then get seperated
so like easily..
i wish for good long loving relationships
not some fuck up playing shit
i mean well.. how to like.. eh
describe..
o well
anyway its raining now
cats and dogs
heavy ..
and i am thinking whether to stay home
to sleep
or just to like go meet up with friends
or what..
i am scare..
i wanan take up so many stuff
but i am so tired easily
like ACCA
CATS
ICPAS
spanish classes
and well.. japanese classes
i wanna find a good decent office lady
and help look after my parents
i wnana be sucessfully
and well reach earn the one million dollars
i wanna be good
but at time
i am such a fuck up...
like...
so lousy
and sad..
sad case
well..
i just wanan be successfully
and recover from the illiness soon
pls help me be successfully..
lord..
and well make me reach the mark
i will be determined
and willingly to learn
pls help me
my friends
and my parents
look after us..
i dont wanan a fuck up life..
i wnana work hard
no not talks
but actions
off..