pain.. shit
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 6:40 AM
i am seeing the doctor next wed..to let him know that the medicines did work
but at the end
its like half cure
half uncure..
its fucking sucky
and well weird
its on and off
the pain..
and well i cant really shit out smoothly..
o well..
i am like eating alot of veges
and fruits
to help make the waste disposal
more smoothly
and better..
i just read a message
and its true
better to start now
or later..
then never..
i mean if i could
i wanna move on
and get over gladys..
and well i wanna be a good accountant..
and well a good
boyfriend
husband
and nice to mother.
and father
mother having some eye infection
its so sad..
i mean she is old
so old
yet this shit happen to her
what the fuck
i mean....
i rather my mother stay alive
and well i die in her place
i dont wanna see her suffer
too too much
pls lord
help my mother recover faster
and me
help me recover faster
and my intestines and bowels
would be clean
no more virus
and germs
and my mother will never turn blind..
pls..
i beg you lord
o father
any sins
i change
undo it
undo me..
pls..
and for all i wish for clean good health
with my dad
mum
sister
and myself
and pls do let me get the acca degree
and find a good office lady
to be my future GF..
thats all i pray for
i am not greedy..
help me lord
for its you i can only trust
and believe in
i miss good times
for all this i am willing to change
for the best
for the better
for the good...
thnaks
begs