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I'm Zenn. Aged 24. Serving Army currently.

Claire

November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010

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i am tired..
really fucking tired..
i dont know why
am i like super old and slow now
or is it my health
i feel tired easily
i am scare
scare to die so young
so early
i really hope after the medication
for six weeks
all the germs in the lower intestine and the small bowel will be killed
and totally gone and my naval and belly button would not have any more sharp pain
i dont wanna die so early
i have too many dreams to be done
and fulfil..
o well..
currently its working
not much pain
but 6 weeks later hope the doctor will say everything is fine and good
if not i be going for another check up..
and well to check if its all totally killed and cleared
the fucking germs
i have no idea how the hell they the germs went in
fuck it...
if i am cure
i will study and work hard
and supprt my parents
and sister..
and be nicer to them
i dont wanan die
i wnaan live up to my dreams
and be in good health
and be happy
i overcome the disease
and make it work
pls help me dear LORD
\and well still living in the past..
i fucking miss her
gladys..
memories have been following
and appearing

life sucks