tish...
Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 4:25 AM
tired..work was ok
normal...
but well tired
drank alot of coffee..
i have decided to stop lending girls money..
casue alot of them just want my money..
well i could have just lend them
but well its like totally uncool
i work hard for the cash
its like i am still trying to learn it the hard way..
i know that most girls love me for my cash
but i just dont wanna accept it..
i mean its like..
go for the feeling..
i am just so gonna.. to like save up for ACCA
and well just play around with the bitches.
who all claim they so call love me
love my dad and my money
more likely
o well....
once i have work hard
and save enough for ACCA
i hope by 26 or 27
i be able to get the degree..
its never too late to get a degree..
better late than never..
the coffee i drank..
o well makes me so high and awake..
fuck i wanan sleep..
but cant...
well i just hope for this
a girl will love me.. soon
not for my cash
but for myself
my heart
my feelings..
no more being mr nice guy
no more lending them the cash
if i didnt lend girls the cash
my dad would not have lost like 100 000
sigh
i owe own my dad..
i am making it up
and well i study hard
work hard
and well hope to get a good GF
and well get a car..
for now.. studies
work
money.. saving
girls off my mind..
i hope to find a girl like gladys again...
sigh
i wish i didnt grow up in this generation
of sex
cash
love
booze
tattoos
piercings..
wish i was in my parents generation
tummy hurts
time to have dinner
and well hope thursday check up
and everything will be fine
nothing wrong with my tummy
and my naval
and my belly button
nothing is growing in side
and well every thing is working well..
PS
i miss her
gladys...
o well... life sucks.. at times..
yesterdae work out was good
sat jog
sundae soccer..
finally some sports..
off to dinner..
tml i hope work will be good
and well hope to noe some nice office lady..
peace...
i really hope i aint ill..
or with major sickness..
quit smoking and drinking offically..