weekend is near
Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 5:43 AM
male stay live till about 85...if i could live and survive till like 42
half of 85 i would be happy...
i am sick
i am scare..
i think i got tumour
or internal bleeding
my belly button been in pain for months
the check up is coming
my throat hurts
i am really fucking scare..
i hope both medical check ups would show good
positive results and fine results..
still looking to have a family
a wife
kids
childrens
and well.. love..
from friends
parents and my wife....
but then.. its always not a smooth life..
i fucking miss gladys..
i wish she was still here..
and well..
tummy stomache pain
throat hurts
and well cant shit properly
i am like dying
i hope not
i pray for the best....
but compare to others i have already live and survive for 24 yrs
well.. i just wnanna find my love gf..
and well settle down
study hard
and work hard
dear god
pls.. grant me my wishes
before i DIE at a early stage of my life..
pls let me noe some one like gladys again...
i miss her
gladys siahaan arini yilin..
and hopefully.. i stop the fucking shit
and sins...
to be loved
is better than to love someone?
i dnont noe at all...
pls.. i hope everything will be fine..
cant sleep..
feeling sad
tired
and very very scare..
worried...
YAWN...