11.12.08
Thursday, December 11, 2008 @ 4:37 AM

its been a pretty normal and boring week...
nothing exciting happen...
still just wondering..
what is the purpose of living in this world
that is not fair
where every day
everyone is lying
and well trying to out do each other...
everyone been a liar
like the boy who cried wolf...
well..
i wonder what do i live for in life...
like my parents?
god?
my friends?
or my girlfriends?
o well..
and like when every where
its like accidents happen
and wars happen
and at least 1% of people die everyday..
o well i wish i knew what was my purpose
or the purpose....

wei wei..
finally he has ord..
it fucking means i am able to see the light...
getting closer to my ord too...
waits...


NYDC Heeren..
closing down..
its been four long years..
since i worked there..
time seriously... flies..
i feel that its like i just started work only..
its like pretty saddening...
like no more 2 am supper..
no more like busy weekend nights..
and well no more sweats..
i am gonna miss this place..
memories will always be kept in my heart..


take care friends...
off to TV....
nights...
and god bless ..
cheers....