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Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 6:12 PM
its been a fucking long busy week...23.11.08
i work in the morning..
and well till 6pm...
then i headed down to meet keng yang .....
to just hang out and have our guy talk......
well its like i realised that i been living this life without goals...
aims....and well i am just studying for the sake of studying....
working for the sake of working....
and its like i get bored of work and study easier...
i dont have the fucking mood to work or study..
and i am like getting emo lately over her..... again.....
cab down to meet delia and marissa
well shi sha..
and then left home...
marissa left me with a huge unknown impression....
24.11.08...
camp as usual..
but came evening...
a piece of sad shocking new came...
wai leng had met with a accident...
i rushed down to changi hospital to catch a last look at her..
casue i heard from zila and debbie that she might not make it
i cried..
i felt damn sad..
its like the feeling of what i felt when i lost my grandparents...
i heard that she was brain dead..
and that even if they had been able to save her
she would be like unable to walk..
and her spine would be badly damaged....
i looked at her for the last time
and just took time to think back on the memories that we had shared...
after that... i met marissa...
for supper...
macs...
and then bought her a bottle of alcohol to just drink...
cab home...
25.11.08
tues....
i went out to celebrate with patel...
casue it was his fare well dinner...
met up with several nydc mates...
we ate at MOF
at bugis..
the food that they served
were prertty unique and interesting...
after that we headed to pool session and shisha...
i met marissa again..
and well she caught my eyes again..
is she the new next gladys?
sigh i still miss gladys...
wednesday..
26.11.08..
met marissa..
got her the cash for her touch i pod..
well i hope she be happy..
shi sha..
and well walked in the rain...
marissa and gladys..
i just miss ya guys....
treasure
chreish
the ones
before its too late...
actions speak louder than words...
i miss her..
seriously....