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Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 4:35 AM

life is so fucking weird..
all humans including me..
love to dwell on the past...
and wish that we could turn back time
and change the events....
but then.. who knows what would happen
after we have change the events..
other new unexpected events would occur...
the saying goes...
past are memories
live for the present..
and hope for the best in the future...
kind of well said


i guess i still dwell on gladys alot..
its been like fucking 2 years..
while is it whenever i feel alone and lonely
i would think of her..
gosh.. the feeling sucks man


plus recently..
i tried to get someone to talk to me on the phone..
or just hang out and grab a drink and talk...
casue i felt kind of fucking emo
and sad and lonely..
but i realised most of my friends
either have a special other one
or have no time due to school
i wish i could faster finish army
and head back to school

o well..
and work sucks..
working in nydc is not fun anymore...
its like hard to explain
but well its not fun anymore


i hope you have eaten your dinner..
take care...

its funny.. people who i care and love
treat me like shit
while people i dont like
treat me well
o well life is like a roller coaster..

dinner time..
then TV time..


ciao