02.04.08
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 @ 6:27 AM

the month of march flew past really quick
well its april already
my birthday coming
o well
i hope that my family would be good
nothing bad will happen to them
thats all i asked for
well since ah gong passed away
i realised i have addition responsibility
to visit my ah ma
she be so lonely
just with the maid
and eldest uncle
well i wanan keep her company
and i wanan be with her
i am scare to lose her
like how i lose my ah gong
i wont even know when god might just take her away..
well i hope it be not so soon
or i be super sad again


i wanan cherish ppl around me
like my family
relatives
and my love ones..

guard duty on wed was fucking boring
and i smoked..
well i feel gulity
thus i went for a jog
today..
casue i was emo
and when you jog
you let all out
and sweat alot
after the work out
you feel better
casue you let all your emo shit
on the jogging
and well your mind aint tired
your body is
i am going sleep early
but i know i still be emo
casue i do miss her
and my ah gong..
pls
god
take care of all my love ones
i would be willing to take all the sins
and punishments
to be given to them
let me shoulder all of them...


weekend coming
ppl would be partying
i would be well working
studies more important
girls well
i put aside first
work
studies
and family first
$$$ would bring me to girls
hopefully

sleeping time
signed out
zen