30.03.08
Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 5:13 PM

well its been a busy week
my dad's father
which is my grandfather die...
well he passed away peaceful though
well... with the last breathe
he took
he gathered his children and grand children
to speak his last words
and instructions to be given...

on friday and saturday
i been attending to the wake...
located at bedok south
well tradition...
basically..
i had to wear white t shirt
with the navy blue pants
its like casue i am his grand son
while others would wear white t shirt
with black pants
then we had to put the colour square thingy on the side of the t shirt
which would indicate who are you
and your position in the family
then i also helped out in the folding of the hell notes papers
like in a old school manner type of cash
then i also helped to burn stuff to my grandfather
its been a sad week
tears have come and gone
but well life goes on
death and life
is part and parcel of life...


i saw her ....
gladys...siahaan
really
she still look so good
had the urge and rush to run up to the bus
and talk to her
but i decided not to
well i know i should not
thats why i didnt

i miss her
so so much
its been almost 2 years since we broke up
but she was my first true love
my first girlfriend
i still miss her alot
and think of her consently...
well
sigh
life still moves and goes on


love her
that some one special

signed off
zen