hope and dream
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @ 6:47 AM
i been dreaming latelyabout alot of stuff....
well basically i wanan turn back time
to change stuff that i had regretted....
casue i had hurt my ex badly
and i really wanna make up to her
but when i called her
she just ignored me
and said zen pls do not call me back
why do i ask the feeling that when i really wanna make up and do something nice for
someone i love
i always get a NO answer....
if i could turn back time
if there was a time machine
i would improve my relationship with my family
friends
and my relatives
i would never hurt the people who love me
and the people that i love
but then if i could change stuff and turn back time
new events...
new problems
might pop out
i never know how to handle and stop them
recently...
there was the death of the actor
MC king....
it shows that life is so hard to predict...
people just suddenly come and go
it taught me to value and treasure life and also
to value and treasure the lifes of people i love
casue i wont know what would happen tml
life is tough to tell
recently...
i promised my friend..
something and i deserved it
promises
what happen if someone promises you something
and did not keep to his or her words
what would your reaction be?
is it that hard to keep to one's promise and words
i find people who break their promises as people
who are so untrustworthly...
ending...
the ending of the golden path
was quite bad
i thought that it could have been better
time to sleep soon
tml.. having camp
reporting at 0715am
praying hard for mother
dad
and sister
and grandmother
praying hard for that special girl
to appear soon
hopfullly...
zoosh