why must it happpen?
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @ 5:24 AM
its badi been smoking alot lately...
its like what the hell
i quit for like a year
didnt had the urge to smoke at all
recently..
i been like smoking like a train
puff puff puff
what am i doing?
am i stress?
becasue i am scare that i might lose my grandmother
or i am stress
casue my parents are like in a seperation
i guess its both
and i am so stress about my life
i am basically doing nothing to help my life
most of my close friends
they are either in nus
ntu or sim
me? just a poly
and doing acca?
well its like what am i doing?
i am like wasting off my life man
i pray for my parents
pls dont seperate
i pray for my grandmother
pls have a smooth operation
pls god
help them god
make them all be safe and sound
and i am willing to take up all the worries
and shit that
pls god
make sure my parents
are safe
my grandmother wont and will not die
my sister can get a bf
for me
just punish me for all my sins
i will shoulder for all my love ones
i realised that once you tell someone you love or like her
your friendship from good friends
will become distance friends
o well its like so common
and ex can never be your friends again
still learning all this love emo shit
i miss my ex gladys
she called me recently
and scolded me
o well
i am so gonna look forward to the weekend
leon birthday on sunday
the two big matches
liverpool and man utd
arsenal and chelsea...
liverpool ... you never walk alone
haha
shall quit smoking soon
thats it
dinner time
signed off
zen